I won't break.....you will

You think you can break me huh.....not happening. You think you can bring me down, think again. If this is what you ask for so be it...like I give a single damn.

You think you're great, think twice. I'm in it for the long run. Life is about 1% beauty and 99% pain. As the sun dawns, you're going down with it. I'll make full capacity of that. Give me a reason to not bring you down, heck give me half a reason why I shouldn't do so.

I'm sick of it. The lies, cover-ups, the hidings. I'm gonna emerge from the shadows before you can blink, bet you're life I would. Laugh as much as you want......at the end of the day lets see who's the last one laughing.

You're useless. You think you can sit on the sidelines and boast?! Hell you're one dumb person. I've never met a more dumber person than you in my whole freaking life. I'm gonna send you down to crash and burn.

I live my life at my own will, no one dictates it for me. You don't decide a single crap that's gotta do with my life. Truth is you don't care, so stop acting like you do. This is my world to conquer. If I fail it is of my doing, and if I emerge victor it is I who achieved greatness, only me.

So be it. Let it. I'm no pretender. I know no fear. I am who I am, a person better and stronger than you think. I'd be more than happy if you wanna settle this at this very moment. You have my number. We can do this to the last red drop. I can. Question is, can you? Yeah thought so.....

P.S Life's a bitch, but I'm gonna tame it......

Malacca Day 2

Woke up on the rise of dawn....the wind brushing ever so gently on my skin, a touch of class no man will ever feel in a long time. The morning was young, the sun hadn't catapulted itself into the ever-blue sky, birds flew where the clouds took them.....ok fine la it was 9am in the morning
lahhh....ZZZZZZzzzzzzzz.

Faisal and Alias were running late for Henry's scheduled laser surgery in KL and thus rushed

through packing their stuff for the journey back. Had breakfast at the hotel with them before they left where Justine and Samantha joined us. Then later Faisal and Alias drove back to KL (*God save them) whilst Justine and Sam went back to the room to sleep. That was the story of the morning of the second day in Malacca. Epic I tell you.

Got back to the room at around 10, listened to some Linkin Park and Fort Minor....serious stuff. Then later received a fateful call....results are out =.= and thus went down to the lobby to use
the Wifi (which was super fast!) to check out the results. Turned out OK I guess....At 12 headed back to the room to get ready to head to the mall, some place called Mahkota Parade. Justine's parents gave us a lift in the family's BMW.....a beauty of a car I tell you, German engineering at its best, pure class, speed, handling, and acceleration.....what man doesn't desire that? The car eased through the narrow winding streets of Malacca with the grace of a swan, it took
corners the way birds flew in the sky. One day I shall handle the might of this vicious beast....

Ok back to reality, the mall reminded me of Putrajaya....barren land -_-. It was clean and nice
though to be honest, especially the restaurant where we had our lunch...Old Taste.....rings a bell? After lunch we headed to the cinema to watch Harry Potter 6 and when we got in....

Enough said

The movie was OK I guess....not exactly what you'd call a 'hit'. After the movie we walked back to the hotel to freshen up for Jonker street shopping. On the way we passed through some really
awesome sceneries....

Reached the hotel at around 7pm and half an hour later headed back out with Justine's parents via the BMW (*sighhhhh) to destination Jonker street. The place was a buzzing heaven when we got there. People from all walks of life and lands conjoined in the streets of Malacca looking for the greatest bargains humanly possible. Amongst the items sold were custom t-shirts, jewellry, hats, swords, toys, plaques, house decos, bags, pet, and a lotta personlized stuff.

Turns out Sam bargains better than me :p when I could only bargain stuff to as low as 10 bucks she'd go the extra mile by getting the same thing for 8 -.-.....if Justine's dad knew I'd be toast :S. Choosing gifts for our friends back in KL was blardy tough -.- . Got a whole migrane ZZzzzzzz


Then at some time past 9pm we headed to this cosy restaraunt around Jonker's street with all the stuff we bought for our unlucky friends who couldn't join us for the trip. Faisal and Alias joined us a short while later, having just gotten back from their emergency trip in KL. Ended up there till 12am where we talked about movies (Faisal thinks Troy rocked big time wth) and Justine was raving the whole night about Will Smith and David Archuleta -.-

After dinner we walked all the way back to the hotel whilst two particular people decided to take a hiatus on the trishaw. Walking in the alleys of the streets of Malacca was peaceful to say the least. The lanes were empty and quiet except for the tunes coming from the local pubs in the area.

We finally reached the hotel after a 10 minute or so walk where soon after it was back to the lobby for some online activities :p . I ended up making a movie-cameo of the videos my friend took of a BBQ me and some friends had the previous week. The end result...lamely whacky hahahaha!!!!

Finally went back up to the room at 5.30am '-_-.....wat happened after that....only time will tell :D

P.S Some things are better left unsaid

Malacca Day 1

Malacca......a place somewhere in Malaysia......yeah why not.....3 days away from madness.....2 nights away from 'it'.

For the first time ever I witnessed a friend of mine drive.....wasn't impressed to say the least :p. Then later for the first time also witnessed another friend of mine drive, and was very impressed :). That was the story of my whole afternoon -_-

Reached Malacca around 2pm, then headed straight to some place called Jonker's street. Reminded me of Petaling street....but this Malacca style ;).....

It was friggin hot....Justine's mom couldn't take it, she was sweating at the same rate as me lol. That didn't stop her from grabbing all the prized jewels around the area though =.=

In the end me, Justine, Faisal, Samantha, and Alias went Jonker street hunting for....err....stuff...I'll let these pics tell the story...








After that we headed straight back to the hotel to freshen up, where I also watched in amusement from the comfort of our room as Faisal and Alias were busy having their pillowfight. Then me and Faisal decided to roam around for a while in the streets just to kill precious and boring time, and as a result of that we got lost. sighhh. However thanks to my awesome navigation skills we somehow managed to end up back to the hotel.

The whole 7 entourage of us which included Justine's parents then left the life-less hotel and headed to this place called the "Eye of Malaysia". Basically it's a just a really big wheel with capsules attached to it where humans can go in and sit opposite each other and stare endlessly at things that amuse them, be it old buildings, more old buildings, and even more old buildings. And apparently I learned something new: Justine's parents + heights = NO.




After that we headed for dinner at this mamak....yes they have mamaks in Malacca yeay -_-. Random convos came up, I'l just summarize them:

1. Justine's mom loves Bae Yong Jun

2. Justine love-d Bae Yong Jun (Justine had to let go of her love to her mom)

3. Justine's dad wants to learn Arab

4. Justine's dad speaks Tamil

5. Justine didn't know her dad spoke Tamil

6. While we were in Malacca Dre was busy singing along with his realtives in kl (random point)

After dinner we headed to some pub where Justine's parents had to catch up with this singer who sang some oldies at the pub. Me, Faisal, Samantha, Justine, and Alias were partially amused and ended up playing truth or dare and I had to sing remedies of Archie's songs to Justine so she wouldn't feel bored.

We then headed back to the hotel where Faisal and Alias discovered that they left the key in the room gahhhh. Luckily getting a 2nd key from the counter was easy :p. Then bla bla bla and here I am now stuck in the lobby with Justine who is busy looking for a job online while I am posting this. Day 2 awaits me tomorrow.

Land of nowhere

I need it......BADLY

The land of nowhere......the most awesome place on planet Earth.....

I need that place badly....a sanctuary of peace where I can feel the breeze and prosperity. A place far away from the drama and the complications of life itself. Sometimes you wonder why life is so hard.....is it really that hard or are we making it hard?

Malacca can't come any sooner....I need that time away badly....its killing me...this feeling of mine....is all this worth fighting for I wonder....its so freaking hard. Sometimes I wonder why I get into these situations so often lately, I feel so empty and speechless. I need a guide, a real guide, someone who gets me, someone who can help me, someone who can put me outta this misery.

I need that place of calm where I don't have to worry about a single thing. A place where I can come and conquer myself....my own kingdom, my own sanctuary, my own place, my own world. I just want to run away from it all.

I wonder when this will all end.....and how badly it will end for me.

P.S Some things are better kept to yourself.....

BBQ 101

Had an awesome barbeque at an awesome's friend's house. Unfortunately though the BBQ was done with a group of BBQ amateurs including myself. At the end of the day lessons were learned, rough lessons.....

1. Samantha is lazy

2. Samantha's mom told me Samantha is lazy

3. Faisal barbeques using petrol

4. Faisal gets free petrol

5. Dre likes charcoal

6. Rebecca = short hair = NO

7. Samantha's idea of preparing for a BBQ at her house = buy paper cups and plates, buy party hats, buy charcoal.

8. Justine loves sausages

9. Faiz likes his chickens grilled twice

10. Faisal is a good Arab chef

11. Rebecca is a good dishwasher

12. Samantha is a lazy bum

13. Never ever buy fish for BBQs

14. Chicken and lamb is NOT cheap

15. 1 Utama is useless for grocery shopping

16. Dre likes fire starters

17. Samantha is a computer noob

18. Faiz can get on my nerve when he's holding the camcorder :p

19. Justine is hyper =.=

20. BBQs are fun and wacky when you have it with BBQ noobs =)

P.S I'm broke

Dream on

My second day as a blogger......yay me -.-

Spoke to a friend today, really opened my eyes.

Dreams are awesome, you live them for you're whole life like there's no tomorrow. They shift you to deserted lands in you're own world which personifies you in your own right. When you live the dream you live the life you've always wanted, you lived for it, you grew up for it, you ate your vegetables for it, heck you're mom screamed her heart out for you when you popped out so that you can live you're dream.

Only problem is who's gonna give that dream to you? It is there, it is right there in front of you're eyes don't get me wrong. The only question that remains now is how will it be obtained....is someone gonna give it to you? Or are you gonna take those long arms of yours and reach out for it? Either way someone's gonna have to make a move. You can either sit there with you're sorry @#% waiting for it IF it even comes or you can choose to step up and conquer it yourself with you're own mind, body, and soul. It's not that hard, it's life.

So get up, go out there, and go change the world, and I'll be right here watching you in the front row seat...

P.S I need to stop doing this =.=

Blogging

Starting a blog is like ughhhh....darn I'm in need of some Red Bull

Frankly speaking this is my first own personal blog.....and I have no idea what I'm talking about right now.....or 'blogging' as what they call it.....gah need to get used to the terms fast!!

Today was weird.....I guess....got up from bed, showered, watched Angels and Demons on my laptop, ate breakfast lunch and dinner, jogged, facebook-ed, msn-ed......pretty abnormal huh

Gosh I need to get a life.....fast.....

P.S Zero Gravity sucks...