Like crap

coz its crap bla bla bla........................

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P.S Se oli mukava kokous hän

50

For the sake of updating my blog....

Facebook 50 tag

Rule: USE ONLY ONE WORD!

It's not as easy as you might think!
Copy and change the answers to suit you and pass it on.
It's really hard to only use one word answers.
Be sure to tag the person you received it from!

Let's start

1. Where is your cell phone?
Here

2. Your significant other?
huh?

3. Your hair?
Messy

4. Your mother?
Away

5. Your father?
Reading

6. Your favorite?
F1

7. Your dream last night?
Ice-cream

8. Your favorite drink?
Liquid

9. Your dream/goal?
4CGPA

10. What room you are in?
House

11. Your hobby?
Hang-out

12. Your fear?
few

13. Where do you want to be in 6 years?
Alive

14. Where were you last night?
Out

15. Something that you are not?
short

16. Muffins?
Chocolate

17. Wish list item?
Something

18. Where you grew up?
Here

19. Last thing you did?
chat

20. What are you wearing?
Clothes

21. Your TV?
Off

22. Your pets?
None

23. Friends?
Online

24. Your life?
Improving

25. Your mood?
BORED

26. Missing some one?
Mb

27. Car?
Outside

28. Something you're not wearing?
lipstick

29. Your favorite store?
Al-Ikhsan

30. Your favorite color?
Black

33. When is the last time you laughed?
Yesterday

34. Last time you cried?
Marley&me -.-

35. Who will resend this?
Mailman

36. One place that I go to over and over?
Sanctuary

37. One person who texts me regularly?
Maxis

38. My favorite place to eat?
Outside :p

39. My favorite food?
Italian

40. Can I break the one word rule?
Yes

41. Are you serious?
Yeap

42. Whats happening outside?
World War 3 Attack of the monkeys

43. A movie u wanna watch?
Ugly Truth

44. A book u wanna read?
4 CGPA for dummies

45. Last person u talked to in college?
Faiz

46. Dream car?
Ford Mustang

47. What do u wanna do now?
Watch My Wife and Kids

48. Whats ur aim for today?
Annoy dad :p

49. Is the tag done yet?
Nope

50. What About Now?
Chris Daughtry

And for the record I tag everyone on my blog list on the right ;)

P.S I need to go for life rehab

I'm me

I have enemies coz I stood up for things in my life.......

True......no one will deny that they have enemies.....

In my case though, I quote a friend.....

"in life, I've never hated anyone, its not my nature, I look at the big picture, if someone hates me, too bad, but fact is I don't hate anyone".

I mark every word of his and hold it tight to my chest, coz life is cruel. It is. If you don't think it is, it means you haven't grown up.

I've met different people in my whole life, each unique in their own way. Some are loved, some are hated. To me, they're just another person living their life, and for sure I see no reason to hate them.

I mean why should I hate them? coz they're irritating? Shove that word up you're a**.

If you think others are irritating, look at the mirror. Can you honestly tell yourself you are NOT an irritating person? Yea I figured......

People are different, yes we may not like these differences. But truth of the matter is, their intentions are always sincere, just like yours. Sometimes, you've just got to give something, that something's called a chance, go find it in the dictionary.

And others simply hate you for the way you are. They are jealous, yes they are. I have no freaking explanation as to why, but thats the way they are. Truth of the matter is, I could'nt care less....

Throughout my life I have taken crap, been called names, been beaten (mentally and physically), and been slandered. And I have continued to experience all that now at 19. But to be honest, I'm pretty pleased with myself. I believe I'm strong, I've taken these sorts of crap from different people, both in school and college, from all races. Yet I've never complained once. Whatever gets thrown at me, I only grab the facts, not the crap. Throughout my life I've learned and evolved. I've kept my cool constantly. I take crap with my bare hands, and not once have I taken it to heart. Fact is you can't break me. The only one who can break me is God.

I am strong. No matter what you say. I have a lot of unused energy to be unleashed inside, perhaps when the time comes. But for now, I'm pretty pleased with who I am. I am not gonna apologize for being me. What you see is what you get. If you like it, I can't thank you enough. If you don't, too bad, I couldn't give a fuck......

I pity people like you. People who love mocking others for the sake of themselves, people who love to hate people who are different. I have one word for people like you, narrow-minded. I've been around, the world is my classroom, and I think I've been lucky enough to go through this hell, for it makes me stronger tomorrow, no matter how deep the wound was yesterday.

One day, there shall be my home...at the top.....where I belong

P.S I am Ikhsan

Do you like water?

....then you like 70 percent of my body -.- (sorry random thought -.-)

I'm writing this for the sake of writing it......

I'm effing bored, seriouslyyyyyy -.-

Can't really do anything now, not like I have the money to spend spend spend anyways -.-

I should really be doing calculus now.....quiz marks were awful to say the least...I'm not a happy hunter =.=

Found out something pretty shocking today in college. Took me a LONG while to digest all of it coz when she told me, it spun me a complete 180 degrees, I never expected it.....

And YOU were supposed to write the letter. To be honest when you told me you didn't, I kinda expected it....wasn't really the first time you backed off over something like this :p

But its OK. The feeling will go away. You'll feel a different kind of freedom ;) Its gonna feel reallyyyyyyyyyyy goooodddd!!

GAHHHHHH cant go to Subbu's partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOO!!!!!

ishhhh......y cant they just have a fweaking ktm that ends its service till the wee hours of morning and goes straight to Klang?! T.T

I SOOOO wanted to goooooo.......hearing him say his signature moan "Y la?? Y laa? Y la cant u come???"...... T.T

Maybe I should just ask Manu to tumpang me to Subs place....not that I know him -.- ....I should know him, he stays in my area gahhhhh. Why don't I know himmm?!?!?!?!

BTW I can't believe you tore off his shirt! -.- :D

How far is Banting really....dad says its like one and a half hours drive, which makes 2 if you include the fact I've NEVER driven in Banting......ishhh I know you sooooo want us to go there....I could see it in your eyes when you brought it up in the library just now :p

Kinda feeling bad for Chanee....saw her in the morning....1st thing she asked...."wheres Rebecca???".....Couldn't really answer her question....too busy thinking about meeting up wit dre and all in the library for the fweaking physics lab thingi....apparently Chanee's sms-s and calls to friends were left unaswered.....thus I was forced to call them.....and when they said they left college, I conveyed the message to her, and for the first time ever I saw that look in her face, I felt so bad for her....nobody was there to help her get that Digi sim card she was dyingggg to get so she could head on to AAR's gig. Since no one else was there I accompanied her to the shop, only to discover it was closed -_______-

Dre and I then figured that a meet up today for the physics lab thingi wasn't really viable since no one was particularly free to meet up, thus we ended up in the PBX, witnessing Mr.Vijaya at his most hilarious :D . Theatre is awesomely fun, but awesomely hardddd -.-

I'm so broke I can't even head out for a buka puasa gathering with the SOCIT-ians.....I so need that writing salary of mine which she has YET to pay me (*bash head) and that student get student scheme thingi.....gotta hate Taylors finance department -.-

I miss the edu fairsssss gahhh -.- . Its just pure fun watching teens scourging around for a college to go to. And I miss talking to parents about the possible futures for their children. You meet soooo many kinds of characters, from the completely blur ones to the type that would fully bash you upside down till you wish you were never born.

Ok getting fweaking bored.....time for pics of the week!!! (gosh I sooooo gotta stop doing it -.-)

The scene in Physics when Mr.Loh announces our daily 5 minute between class break....

Econo-mania had their usual fund raising activities in the 12th floor. But seriously guys.......why sell dentyne?!?!

I recently discovered a new superweapon hidden in the grounds of the Taylors main campus, located in Physics Lab 2. Thats one more weapon added to my disposal....

The scene in Theatre 101. Asked Khristy to rate the guys in class on a scale from 1-10, she went no lower than 6 -.- ........

Someone's been working really hard lately.... go figure......

P.S Everyday I wonder, is it really worth it?......please tell me what this is.......

It's 0.5Friday + 1Saturday = Boredom

Fedex is on TV.....I dispise him.....

Uploading pics on facebook.....mostly pics which include ducks....

Dad answered the phone, aunt called....dad answered "Balai bomba Putrajaya boleh saya bantu?" -___-

I'm so bored

I don't dare log in msn.....

I hate streamyx soooo much.....

Thx to someone I'm now the joke of adp....if pukitron wasn't enough now its camel -.-

I'm really thirsty now.....and freaking bored.

Should be doing calculus now.....

I have 12 pending friend requests.....and I don't even know them....I think....all the more reason for me to ignore the requests.....

I need futsal....badly

Ok zeriouzly needa stop cwapping.....

PICS OF THE WEEK!!!!

Steadyyyy :p

When boredom strikes......

*ahem ahem

Hard at work =) :D :p

Breast Cancer awareness day

ADP's Next Top Model.......one of my best works so far ;)

P.S I dunno what to get you for ur special day :(

Gotta resume calculus work soon....
ishhhhhhhhhhh......

I hate streamyx 10 fold.....its killing me slowly

I hate petrol.....it costs too much

I hate my brain....its too screwed up....

I hate what I'm doing now.......must.do.calculus.ugh

Was watching the local news.....and was instantly reminded of a particular someone....the old Ikhsan

Yes the old me....well part of it.....

You see....what I saw on the news....is what you see in the world today.....battles being fought
abroad, political struggle, rebellions, lost lives, and families in turmoil as news of their loved ones' lives being taken away in an instant blink of an eye....

Normal rite? I mean its just so typical of the world today....nothing new....

But what I saw on the news was the old Ikhsan......

The old Ikhsan was a boy of many dreams. The old Ikhsan was a boy who during his free time when he had nothing better to do.....joined his dad watching daily spills of CNN and BBC.....

Pretty sad huh....an 8 year old kid watching international news -.-

What this boy saw was destruction, people crying, buildings falling apart, f-18s flying around in
the sky like birds, tanks abundant in the city like how often you see Kancils on the road in KL.

But what went inside this boy's head was something else....

He saw hope, a change for better....

He was inspired, he knew if HE could change it all.....the wars, the destruction, the politics.

He was inspired by his own dad.....a dad who made many enemies in his time in office because he
stood up for what he believed in, he stood up and defended his dignity, he stood up for what was
right, he stood up for change.

In office he made many enemies, but the trick is outside office, he made many friends.

You name it, ambassadors from Bangladesh, India, France, Spain, Turkey, they all embraced him with open arms. They saw the white in dad, not the black. They respected him.

The Bosnian ambassador treated us like their own family. I remember the many trips to their home, the many kisses the first lady gave me ( trauma I tell you!!!), the many dinners we had together, and the many moments in the living room where Mr.Bosnia would lift Ikhwan (my young bro) and do complete 360s multiple times.I remember the many laughs we shared with them. When dad and Mr.Bosnia met, they weren't ambassadors, they were friends

And this son wanted to be just like him. He dreamed of the office, the office of respect. He dreamed of the meetings, the official dinners, the exchange of views, the cultural respect. He wanted to matter, he wanted to be heard, he wanted to be at the forefront of the line for change,
change for the better.

This young boy wanted to change the depression in the world. He wanted it to end. He wanted the responsibility. He wanted change.

He wanted to be like his father. Like him he wanted the ability to tie knots of friendship between
countries, and build a stature of respect, a stature where one day people halfway around the world will reflect upon me and say, "I like this chap, he was a man of his word, and he was from Malaysia".

Yes. The old Ikhsan had only 1 dream....ambassador of Malaysia. Sure you might've heard it sooo many times from others. For them the word ambassador means cool, big shot n bla bla bla. But for me, it meant that I could harness the ability for change, the ability to make you matter to the cause, the ability to make you heard, all for a better tomorrow.

This was the old Ikhsan, a small caricature of Charlie Wilson.

P.S: God has a plan for us all. He brings us back down when we shine highest, and he gives lifts us high into the clouds when we're low. All you need is a lil bit of faith.....